MAKE ME BEAUTIFUL

Choking
Suffocated by my own emotions
I long to
Feel
Look
Walk
Talk
Be
Like her
God
Make me beautiful


Fighting
The overwhelming sorrow
Within my soul
Revulsion
Hate
Resentment
Anger
Pain
God
Make me beautiful


Carving
Marks upon my skin
My flesh feeding off the anguish
As droplets of blood
Adorn my wrists
Like fine jewelry
A constant reminder
That I will never be
Like her
Tell me
Will I ever be good enough?

God
Make me beautiful